...grrrrrr ;(
I had my project meeting this morning. The meeting was called kick off meeting and attended by Team A (one of the international donor agencies in our country) who has the money, Team B (it's my team whose called as the steering committee), and Team C (it's the main actor in this project because they are the executing agency).
We did the meeting for more than two hours and here are the conclusion of the meeting:
- One of the speaker from Team B (and was agreed by Team A) said that the problems that appear in the progress is caused by the lack of internal coordination in Team C. Even the words 'lack of internal coordination' should be said by outsiders to warn their unprofessional attitude. C'mon Sir..!! Don't u feel ashamed of that?!
- The mistake (it's about the budget and its relation to the procedure and rules) that happened last year is re-happen again this year. And it's absolutely a stupid mistake. They even didn't learn from their past experience. We didn't have any progress during last year for this project because of this stupid mistake. U don't learn from ur own experience, huh?! Toloongg..!! Kesalahan itu untuk dijadikan pelajaran pak, bukan untuk diulang-ulang...
- Oya, satu lagi yang paling menyebalkan adalah... Kalo ini perlu cerita agak panjang, soalnya about the past. Jadi yaaa, Team C yang seharusnya mengerjakan project ini sejak tahun lalu itu ga bisa banyak diharap. Mereka tuh kekurangan personil sekali untuk mengerjakan. Sebenernya banyak staf sih, tapi yang mau in charge secara aktif dan betul2 rela bekerja tuh cuma dua orang. Bayangkan, proyek dengan nada bermilyar2 gini, cuma dikerjakan dan dipikirkan oleh dua orang staf! Akibatnya banyak kerjaan ga selesai. Nah, biar project ga terbengkalai terlalu lama, kami dari Team A dan B, commit untuk membantu dua orang staf itu untuk mengerjakan. Semakin banyak tenaga, makin cepet selesai kan harusnya. Nah di meeting tadi tuh yaaa, ada beberapa orang dari Team C yang dateng dan ngomong banyak di forum, seolah2 mereka dah ikutan kerja dan pusing selama ini... Please dehhh... Gak pernah dateng, tiba2 ngomong sok tau, kayak ikut kerja aja.. Ngomongnya kira2 begini:
- A+B: jadi bisa ga selesai tanggal 21?
- one of C: nanti kami secara tim akan mengusahakan secepat mungkin pak...
Blah......please deh...kayak situ pernah ikutan kerja aja.. Jelas2 kabur terus
;( Bapak2 tuh ga kerja, ga pernah dan ga akan, jadi ga usah ngomong deh. Paling yang kerja kami dari Team A dan B sama dua orang staf dari team bapak... &*%$#@ Pengennya apa sih? Nama? Jabatan? Uang?!
- After all of this, I have conclusion for myself either: "quick.. move out from here.. before u get heart attack in ur younger age.. u can never live with this!!"
Wish..wish... I really wish...!!
